I am the type of person that wants to get along with everyone. I love helping, being part of a group, and just seeing everyone succeed. Unfortunately, not everyone feels that way. People tend to be territorial, deceiving, and just downright mean.when this happens, I go out of my way to try to win their approval. Doing this just puts me in a mood that makes me sad, angry, and confused. Well that stops now. Sometimes you just Gotta look out for yourself. I know what I do and I know what I bring to the table; if you cannot appreciate that, it’s time for me to move on.
We need to know our worth, be comfortable with who we really are, bot care so much what others think. In our Society now, people are more worried about getting likes, retweets, shares, and DM‘s, that making sure that no one toxic is surrounding them.
I have learned the last couple of days that life is really all about ups and downs. You worry about one thing, only for it to be resolved and another problem comes. I have learned that whatever comes, it is important to remain even keeled. There is no reason to be fearful for walking with me is my lord and savior.
Today, I had a bit of a self revelation. I have been blessed so much by God, and I have not been doing my end of the bargain. I have been taking and taking and not giving anything to Christ. Well that ends. I have been examine where in my life, I can do better in being the Lord’s face on earth. I can always tithe more. Well, I mean I should begin to tithe. I can also be more diligent in reading the word. I feel good about this. I really need this because in this world today, I just worry. I worry of course about COVID but I also worry about others. I worry about my family, friends, and just life in general. It’s to the point that I just start making up problems. Need to focus my thoughts and energy on what matters.