Category Archives: Personal life

Just give me enough to serve

Lord, all I ask is for enough to serve you today. I feel down, out, and defeated. I am soon going to hit an all time low. I’m not asking for the world; all I’m asking for enough enough to show people how much you love them. In Jesus name amen.

I know God is with me; but I still feel alone

I wake up at 4:00 am to my heart racing a million miles. I have visions of EVERY problem I currently have. My job and finances have been In disarray since the pandemic. I also have visions of my next destination. I ask for strength and claim those visions as truth but it is tough.

I stay up at night asking for a sign.I get a a sign that reaffirms my visions, yet I still am unsure. Why did I become so weak in fair in this stage of my life?

My personal struggles

Sorry I haven’t been riding a lot. Just been under a whole lot of pressure. Pressure because of Covid, finance, family, friends, just about everything on this earthly planet. I’ll be the first to admit, it got to me. I got to a place where I was really down and to be honest I may have been depressed. I take that back; I may still be depressed.

I really need to remind myself that this is just life. Nothing is forever on this earth and there is another destination that I am destined for. I need to remind myself I am a child of God. I need to remind myself that no matter the circumstances my God still sits on the throne. Finally, I need to remind myself that my God has made promises to me and he will fulfill them. I pray for and I continue to pray for the peace and calm that only can come from my savior.

What faith actually does for you

Faith is not the cure all for all your troubles, pains, and fears. Faith is the ability to walk thru your troubles, pains, and freaks knowing that you are not alone and that you will see your way out of it.

This is something I am struggling with right now. With COVID all around us the the vaccine being out but being distributed in such a slow pace, my anxiousness is creeping up at all time high levels (again).

Just like the quote says, I am not guaranteed a way to walk life with no worries BUT through faith I know I am not walking alone.