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Nothing forced is ever worth fighting for

I am the type of person that wants to get along with everyone. I love helping, being part of a group, and just seeing everyone succeed. Unfortunately, not everyone feels that way. People tend to be territorial, deceiving, and just downright mean.when this happens, I go out of my way to try to win their approval. Doing this just puts me in a mood that makes me sad, angry, and confused. Well that stops now. Sometimes you just Gotta look out for yourself. I know what I do and I know what I bring to the table; if you cannot appreciate that, it’s time for me to move on.

Another day of waking up at 4:00 am – Anxious

Life has been good considering all the Pandemic stuff that surrounds us and I thank you for that Lord. I find myself thinking more and more of problems and uncertainty as oppose to keeping my eyes on the Grace of God. I’m not sure why this is the case. I know I am blessed and I know that I am loved. My mind just always goes to thinking to everything I dont have and everything that is wrong. Even when there is no problem, my mind always plays this “what if” game.

Lord, I ask for Grace. I ask that you help me keep my eyes focused on you. May I not focus on what I dont have, and focus on what I do have. I have you and that is everything I need. I pray for the grace of realizing that I am blessed and chosen. I pray that I fill my mind with you. My mind always defaults to the worst case scenario and when that happens situations play in my mind that are just out there. I remind myself that you sit on the throne. Forgive me for my sins. I love you, Lord, In Jesus Name, Amen.