Dear God I pray for holy blessings with B. One of them singing in front of the church. I met him when I first joined his sermon and had faith in raising giving every month to one day provide for our relationship funds. I pray for my friends JP and JU and pray for an upcoming wedding.
One of the toughest things about being a Christian is when you are going through battles and you find yourself all of them. When times get rough for others, I try to be there for them. Emotional support. But when I go through battles, more often than not I find myself alone. It’s on these days that I need to really teach myself that I serve others because I love my God. When I go through battles, I have my God. Have a blessed day.
Lord, it’s 11:43 pm and the house is quiet. All lights are off except for a nightlight in the kitchen and the faint light coming from the air purifier. I doze in and out of sleep but I am restless.
I ask for an encounter. I need an encounter. My life is not what I thought it would be. I know my time will come and I can see how you are directing it but that doesn’t make things easier. My anxiety is on high and it is now affecting my health. I ask for an encounter because I KNOW I need you. You are my God, My Savior, and my all. I know I need to have faith and I do have faith but there is this faint voice that tells me to give up and there is no hope. I love because of you. I set my eyes on you. I ask for the strength to continue to put one step in front of the other; stepping out in faith. I need you Lord!