Its one thing to care what your parents, teachers, loved ones, etc. think about. Its another thing to care about the opinions of those you don’t even like to begin with. Too many of us are chasing for the approval of those that do not matter. Why do we do this? Why do I do this? Are we really that full of ourselves the we now need the approval of those who mean nothing to us to begin with!?!?!?
In today’s world its not unusual to have pain and betrayal come from those you do not get along with or from those you would consider an “enemy.” The pain hit a little different when it comes from those you’d least expect it from like family and friends. Have you ever experienced something like this?
I thank you for this day lord. I thank you for having another year. I thank you for my family. I trust you with everything lord. I put my future and my families future in your hand. I pray you walk and talk with my kids always. Guide them in this world. I love you lord. In Jesus name Amen.
This evening, one of my dogs got out from a broken dense and has not returned. I am nervous and anxious. I feel so lost and not being in control is really getting to me. I have been praying and I give all to the lord. God will take care of it all. I leave it to you lord.