We tend to think the world revolves us. Truth is, everyone is just trying to make it and is worried about themselves. Stop worry about then opinion of others. Live for the Lord.
I wake up at 4:00 am to my heart racing a million miles. I have visions of EVERY problem I currently have. My job and finances have been In disarray since the pandemic. I also have visions of my next destination. I ask for strength and claim those visions as truth but it is tough.
I stay up at night asking for a sign.I get a a sign that reaffirms my visions, yet I still am unsure. Why did I become so weak in fair in this stage of my life?
Sorry I haven’t been riding a lot. Just been under a whole lot of pressure. Pressure because of Covid, finance, family, friends, just about everything on this earthly planet. I’ll be the first to admit, it got to me. I got to a place where I was really down and to be honest I may have been depressed. I take that back; I may still be depressed.
I really need to remind myself that this is just life. Nothing is forever on this earth and there is another destination that I am destined for. I need to remind myself I am a child of God. I need to remind myself that no matter the circumstances my God still sits on the throne. Finally, I need to remind myself that my God has made promises to me and he will fulfill them. I pray for and I continue to pray for the peace and calm that only can come from my savior.
Hate and jealousy is just that…hate and jealousy. From experience, I have learned that you can be everything and anything to someone and if they feel that you have “wronged” them or have offended them in away way, nothing you can do or say will change how they feel. As a people, we have to understand that how a person feels, has nothing to do with us. How we react to their feelings is what we should worry about. Control what we can and let go of what we cant. Be Blessed. PJSLB.