In a day where my heart is in two places and I am confused as what to do, I was really looking forward to my nightly devotion to find comfort. My bible reading for today led me to this. Thank you Lord. This was desperately needed. Have a good night everyone. Let us all trust Gods perfect will.
It has been a challenging holiday season. Yes, i was thrilled and blessed to be with my family and also to welcome the newest editions to the family. But there was always something that was replaying in my mind.
I have been praying for something for past past couple of years and last year, I finally received it. It is something I LOVE doing and I know I am being a blessing to the people I am with on an everyday level. I got what I prayed for and I should be happy…right?
Well, the past month an uneasy feeling has been inside of me. A feeling that I am not at my final destination. The short version of this story is that I may have an opportunity to go somewhere else and EVERYTHING inside of me is telling me to take it.
It should be such an easy option. Option 2 is better than option 1 therefore take option 2. But my problem is that I prayed so much for option 1. I finally have it. I should be happy. Yet, for some reason I have it in my heart that i should be doing more somewhere else.
I prayed for some inspiration and came up with this.
I have been trying to put my earthly logic into the Lord’s plan. I assume that because this is what I prayed for, this is as far as i will go. I need to realize that i have a loving God that always looks out for me.
I love you and trust you lord!!!! I will not be placing any limits on what you can do! -PJSLB
I can’t sleep! No particular reason why. I have my usual problems and have some potential events that could be a blessing. But they aren’t really the reason I’m up still. I did come across this saying. I love it. I love where I am now but I have a feeling deep down that something big is coming. I need to prepare for it!